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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Do You Have a Number That Would Make You Quit Gambling Forever?.yeah... been thinking about the after for a while now... the number would have been easier... the after is harder... but i think the...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Do You Have a Number That Would Make You Quit Gambling Forever?.never had a shared number with anyone... but the therapist question is sitting with me... what would fill the space... slowly getting...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Do You Have a Number That Would Make You Quit Gambling Forever?.therapist asked me about a stop number once... i said i didn't have one... she asked what i'd need to feel like stopping made sense...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Do You Have a Number That Would Make You Quit Gambling Forever?.no number... never had one... this question makes me realize that having a number means you have a relationship with betting that...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread What's the Most Money You've Ever Won and Why Didn't It Make Things Better?.hope you do princess... genuinely... the door version sounds better than what the rest of us described...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread What's the Most Money You've Ever Won and Why Didn't It Make Things Better?.no one to have that moment with for me... no one to see the win as a door... which used to feel like freedom... now reading prof's...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread What's the Most Money You've Ever Won and Why Didn't It Make Things Better?.yeah for me the money was never the point... knew that really... the point was the next bet... money just determined how much of the...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread What's the Most Money You've Ever Won and Why Didn't It Make Things Better?.biggest win i ever had was about three years into it... came in on a saturday afternoon... four hundred and something euro... felt...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Abandoned a Profitable System Because It Was Boring?.yeah... the boring system isn't just boring... it asks you to sit with yourself in the gaps... and some of us can't do that yet...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Abandoned a Profitable System Because It Was Boring?.prof... i fill gaps with betting too... different reasons but same mechanism... the gaps are the thing... betting fills them... the...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Abandoned a Profitable System Because It Was Boring?.can't watch sport without betting... haven't been able to for years... tried a few times during my worst periods when i had no...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Abandoned a Profitable System Because It Was Boring?.never had a profitable system to abandon... but i understand the boredom thing from the other direction... when things are going badly...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Caught Yourself Lying About a Win? Exaggerating to Someone Who Wasn't There?.yeah... been thinking about this thread since the start... all the exaggerated wins i told emma... the real thing i wanted wasn't the...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Caught Yourself Lying About a Win? Exaggerating to Someone Who Wasn't There?.that's it isn't it... the bet happened... the win happened... but neither of those is the point... the point is the story...
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DDublinDegen replied to the thread Have You Ever Caught Yourself Lying About a Win? Exaggerating to Someone Who Wasn't There?.never had anyone who did that for me honestly... no one adding context... just me and whatever version i wanted to present...